Well let's consider the reason I am doing this first of all, I like programming as I said on the main page. I enjoy the process of learning however sometimes this process becomes tedious. Sometimes it's fun to do something different so hence I found a video on good ol' youtube about neocities and tried this.
I am going by the handle of Micky on this site, perhaps Micky Mouse? Like the big evil disney mascot? Not sure, everyone kinda had the tendency to shorten my name to Micky so it stuck. so yeah no super fancy uber-programmer hacker name like cereal killer.. although honestly that movie was a guilty pleasure of mine. I have finished a psychology degreee recently and probably in the future it's not gonna mean much in the way of experience but it did give me a good perspective on people and how we kinda work. Messily if the psychology books have anything to say but I'll keep that for my blog
What else can I mention about me? I have an I.T. job at a local cleaning company making systems and handling the entire I.T. department of which I am the only member. I have 2 cats and 2 dogs both of which are beloved by our family. I am 23 years old at the writing of this which is 2025. And I am either severely autistic or completely averse to certain sounds, textures, smells and sensations without cause.
what else? Well I enjoy long walks in the park and romantic books (just kidding this isn't an early 2000s dating site so not gonna call that canon). But I do own a motorcycle which I purchased for very cheap on facebook marketplace and I look forward to owning a Harley Davidson someday soon... Just gonna sell my kidneys first or my soul whichever comes first and fastest.
I enjoy programming of course, video-games, tinkering with electronics, breaking electronics, poker, roullette and a myriad of other autistic fuelled interests which will be shared as I go along. I will say I have several character flaws, hell from ocd tendencies to overthinking to every flavor of experience under the sun. The one thing I try to always tell myself is to not ever get bitter or to lose yourself in the fight. Sometimes the world can change us in horrible unthinkable ways but... some of the best people I know or knew stood firm in something... maybe we're all kinda looking for that in others or ourselves I don't judge. But I want to be earnest here... Maybe it's corny as hell but I don't really care, we don't openly convese about how we feel enough and I think it's high time we just say it as it is. Sometimes I feel like shit and I act out like a kid, sometimes I pull away and push people away, its a very human way to live and maybe just maybe I want to practice what I preach with the wonderful help of anonymity and sarcasm I am willing to plaster across this site. This is a 'me' project and I wish more people did the same not just because it's liberating but because again, it's human and I'm tired of acting like I'm not a friggin human cause I am. And godangit I am kinda proud to be marginally held together by basic elements and puppeteered around by a big-ass homunculus which is far removed from the world and you should be too.
So that's all you need to know about me for now, a wise-ass sap who doesn't stray from being honest about his feelings when all bets are off on an open and easily accessible private platform like this. talk about wordy!!!